{"id":6393,"date":"2022-07-21T06:05:00","date_gmt":"2022-07-20T22:05:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/cathmiller.com\/blog\/?p=6393"},"modified":"2022-07-20T18:52:55","modified_gmt":"2022-07-20T10:52:55","slug":"and-then-everything-stopped","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cathmiller.com\/blog\/2022\/07\/21\/and-then-everything-stopped\/","title":{"rendered":"And then everything stopped"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"alignright size-medium\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"296\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/cathmiller.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/Screenshot-2022-07-20-18.04.17-1-296x300.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-6395\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cathmiller.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/Screenshot-2022-07-20-18.04.17-1-296x300.png 296w, https:\/\/cathmiller.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/Screenshot-2022-07-20-18.04.17-1.png 627w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 296px) 100vw, 296px\" \/><figcaption>M E Muir 1927 &#8211; 2014<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p>Eight years ago today, my mum died and this blog died with her.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I had been documenting life on the farm for her, so she felt she was part of it, even though she never saw it. Every year, I printed a big book of all the stories I had written and the photos I had taken.  I was due to fly back from Australia to Edinburgh in Scotland to see her 10 days later, but I didn&#8217;t make it in time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I didn&#8217;t have the heart to continue, so everything stopped.    I threw myself into looking after Smudge and her baby goats which arrived only 3 days after I arrived back from Mum&#8217;s funeral. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I  revisited the site once in November 2014 to put up a quick link about the goatsmilk soaps I had started making.    My partner worked away, so I was home alone half the time and couldn&#8217;t keep up with all the milk so started making soap.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I also started spinning as a therapeutic hobby and joined the local guild. In the past 12 months we have lost 6 of our members including, in the past 3 months, my two closest friends there, one of whom had became my surrogate mum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I decided that 2022 was the year to start writing again, so I logged back on.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A few of the plugins and apps had been superceded in the 8 years, but the technical issues were sorted out by some fantastic technical support from <a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"https:\/\/www.webhostinghub.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">webhostinghub<\/a> and the site has come back to life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-9d6595d7 wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:75%\">\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"874\" height=\"583\" src=\"https:\/\/cathmiller.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/IMG_20170612_0114-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-6399\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cathmiller.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/IMG_20170612_0114-1.jpg 874w, https:\/\/cathmiller.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/IMG_20170612_0114-1-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/cathmiller.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/IMG_20170612_0114-1-768x512.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 874px) 100vw, 874px\" \/><figcaption>Mum and Dad in Malaysia<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:50%\">\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"895\" height=\"895\" src=\"https:\/\/cathmiller.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/IMG_20170613_0036-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-6398\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cathmiller.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/IMG_20170613_0036-1.jpg 895w, https:\/\/cathmiller.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/IMG_20170613_0036-1-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/cathmiller.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/IMG_20170613_0036-1-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/cathmiller.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/IMG_20170613_0036-1-768x768.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 895px) 100vw, 895px\" \/><figcaption>Mum in Edinburgh<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Eight years ago today, my mum died and this blog died with her. 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